.apparently.

you are just being too selfish, bitch.
i know who you are to me. i know who i am to u.
but then i just cannot help myself from calling you a big dumb stupid pain in the arse.

good for you to be such as one.
but you will come to the truth.
and my feeling would be, 'goodest'.

stop pretending lady!
though i am all with the dirty works, i will come clean.
trust me, you will be dumped as down as my feet.
and you can take off your mask.
this isn't your home. go, please.

you try to be smart but i am smart.
you try to be pretty but i am pretty.
you try to be rich but i am rich.
you try to be the boss but u are at loss.
you try to be me and you sucks.
when you wake up, it's all just your dream, dear.
keep dreaming because you are not even "this" close to be me.
read my lips you are a big J.E.R.K!

i got great family.
i got good husband.
i got secured job.
i got high pay.
i got car.
i got cash.
i got card.
i got crib.
i got designer's handbags and shoes.
i got branded shirts and jeans.
i got everything a lady could ask for.
and you?

if ever i were given a chance to be you, i will choose to be me.
because if i were you, i will be hating myself, too.

aku terima nikahnya...

sayup-sayup aku terdengar
"aku nikah kan dikau dengan anak ku siti nadira bt. azmi..." hahaha. semua terperanjat. damn!! abah sempat buat lawak waktu semua tgh suspen. terpinga-pinga aku. terlompat ibu. abang tak senang duduk. iwan apetah lagi. tp si ustaz dah tadah tgn baca al-fatihah.
hah abah! kau mmg lawak lah.
(utk sesiapa yang tak tahu menahu, siti nadira tu adalah si adik. bukan si pengantin.)

"aku terima nikahnya siti NADIA bt azmi dgn mas kahwin nya berbelas-belas ribu ringgit tunaiii"
huh betul jua akhirnya.
aku pandang ibu.
terima kasih ibu. tanpa ibu, tentulah adik tak dapat rasa nikmat hidup berkeluarga.
aku pandang dira.
terima kasih dira sbb sanggup berkongsi kasih. hehehe.
aku pandang abg.
terima kasih bang sbb selama ni jaga adik. kini adik dah ada penjaga.
terima kasih abah.
utk segalanya. walau adik bukan lagi tanggungjawab abah, tp jaga lah adik mcm dulu jugak ok?
aku pandang syeda.
eh mana dhia? mana mudak tenit itu???

puas ku cuba tahan, tapi air mata mengalir jua.
bertukarnya status, bertukar lah semua.

kalau dulu bgn pagi cari ibu, kini tidak.
kalau dulu nak mkn mintak ibu, kini tidak.
kalau dulu nak hu-ha hu-ha ajak dira, kini tidak.
ingatkan sebab dah kahwin.
oh rupanya ibu dgn dira kat UK.
patutlah panggil pun tak menyahut.
:p

janggal mula-mula.
itu ini semua tak kena.
tp perkahwinan kan satu perpindahan.
pelan-pelan kayuh.
lama-lama pasti okehh.

cerita ni mcm bodoh je kan.
takde hala tuju.
mencik aku nak tulis lagi.
bye.

p/s: windu dira, ibu, abah and baby dhiaaaaaaa.